|Shakey Shake, Aloe Juice, salad|
Anyway, here is a picture of what my average lunch these days looks like, about half the time sub the salad with a cup of soup. I am really digging the aloe vera juice drinks, although I am sure I could get a much more natural product than good old OKF from the ethnic market on the way home from work, but I like the little aloe gel chunks which you can't get from the concentrate, so for now I stick with these :-) I don't know if they are actually helping my stomach or not, but I haven't had much pain or any heartburn since starting on them so let's say yes to give me an excuse to keep buying them!
|All the pills, in mah face!|
|I've been told I'm quite nutty before!|
|All the nuts hold hands and sing Kumbaya|
I also found myself in one of those sad places last night. You know the place, where you don't really want to be out but you don't want to be home alone either but you are anyway. Then the negative voices in your head start making up stories about why you are alone that almost always end up making you just feel like crap about yourself and oddly angry for no reason at the people you love even though it's not their fault that your inner demons are lying little bastards! Yeah, one of those nights. A night best for curling up and watching Youtube videos of old Tony Awards performances, so that's what I did. And I feel better today, not at 100% yet because I let those awful voices shake me up so much, but it reminded me of how much more is out there to be passionate about, how much is real, how much I love something bigger than myself in the arts, and I am moving forward from there. So Viva La Vie Boheme my friends!
|VIVA LA VIE BOHEME!!!!|